the sadness and guilt are crushing. he was two years old. i wasnt with him when he died - he was fifty miles from home with the consultant neurologist - but i should have gone for when he was pts. im so scared that it is all my fault. he was my baby, the light of my life and im so lonely without him.
thank you, ***** ***** truth, he might have been born disabled, but i was the one who was lucky to have that angel in my world. he was my sun, moon and stars