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No i don't feel like I want a relationship with a man. I want a relationship with a women. I have a gf , I love her. I think it's a fantasy of mine . I have slept with guys before , 5 in total. All one night stands apart from one who I met twice. After sexual intercourse with them I felt bad for doing it and left straight away and deleted any contact. I go through stages where I won't think about it and stages where I constantly think about it. Even today . My relationship with my father I think is good but I don't speak to him often , he lives in Ireland I live in the UK. I was never sexually abused . Thank you for help.
I still look at pic's of guys and have started texting a guy. I have a gf and do love her and want to be with her. I can't help these thoughts though. Could it be I'm in denial or could it be I have hocd