I am in Saudi right now, and I was in the UK for almost 3 years where I studied for my MA degree in Brighton university.
Also, if anyone found out that i am not practising islam anymore then the punishment will be a death sentence. I am living in fear and hypocrisy, I have to act and perform islamic practices everyday to prevent my conservative muslim family from knowing anything.
I have money which I inherited from my deceased father, which allows me to live without asking for any benefits. all I want is security ..