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This can be one of several problems.
Bi polar disorder [highs and lows].
This is most likely and sounds a lot more likely than skizophrenia. In fact what you describe sounds characteristic.
With this there can be depression and /or anxiety.
I would suggest that you see a professional for testing....a PhD clinical psychologist, or a psychiatrist, or a well trained MD that has experience with these.
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