I have controlling issues i guess and I'm a perfectionist so i don't have Gray in how i see life its black or whit thats why i feel guilt that i let my son love someone else over me or get used to someone over me !!
Like if he,s having fun and laughing with me and he sees her passing he'd cry wanting to go to her! if i try to take reach out with my hand and say " wanna come to mama" he look at me smile and sometimes he chooses to throw himself to me and sometimes he refuses to come to me
I feel like i have to let go of her, when she's away he never looks for her or gets cranky or anything , ONLY when she's around is when he prefers her
HAVE I LOST MY SON ??
any feedback on what i asked doctor ??