I want ppl around me to follow cleanliness, other wise if feel like crying and I feel very bad, my MIL is vey bad ,coz she made me fall on to her house maid's leg and take her blessings, I felt very humiliated and I have stopped speaking to her since many years for many such acts of hers. (I'm married since 5 yrs) my husband does'nt like that, ever since I stopped speaking to her my husband hates me! He looks for as many ways to trouble me, for eg: touches dust n touches my face, touches the sole of the footwear and touches my lips, even while sharing private moments he touches down on a dirty bedsheet, which has got me itching n suffer irritation in private parts. He is doing biological war! When I ask for divorce he is not ready for it on mutual concent, if I apply without his consent it may take upto 10 yrs , (I also have a girl child 4 yrs old), I have to live my life on his terms! he creates missunderstandings between me n my friends and he teaches all my frnds to do d same, he is very angry all the time, I think he needs help, he nevr agrees to go to d psychiatrist, I feel if I get rid of the cleanliness issue I can handle I need not lead my life on his terms, I feel suicidal and have been taking homeopathic medicines since 5.5 months.