This is Dr. David
I am sorry about your mother.
she does sound very sick.
the black stuff could have been old blood in her stomach or her lungs.
you did not do anything wrong.
she most likely would have reacted like this if anyone gave her water to drink.
I am sorry she passed.
you did not cause her to pass.
she would have passed anyways it seems if she got that drink or not.
it does sound like a very shocking moment.
but I am glad you were able to be with her when she passed.
and she is in a better place now.
you should talk to a psychotherapist about this
there are bereavement nurses and psychologist that you should be speaking to.
to help you get over this.
you didn't kill her
she was already very very very ill
with many medical problems already.
you are welcome
if done ,please leave positive feedback below
you might have to scroll down to see the ratings area below.
is my website if you need to reach me again.
thanks for using JustAnswer.com
do you see the ratings area below?