I've been feeling like this for about a year on and off, its like i've mood swings. I could be in good form when i meet him, sometimes bad form and he could start poking me or being cheeky and i would just draw into myself. i want him to hug me or something and wen he doesn't i just retreat. sometimes i snap out of it and other times i leave him in worse form.
At times its stress from work or home that i do take out on him, its like he's an easy target
Yes in the end but it only sorts it for that day. He usually get it out of me that its something not relating to him, even when we fight i tell my boyfriend he can break up with me but he always says that no one is perfect. alot of the time it comes back to something with my dad, he may have made a comment or upset me or something at home. i fear my dad, wen i was young if i pushed him too far in a fight he used to hurt me and anytime i fight with my boyfriend i think it could happen again with him i suppose. I don't know how to feel comfortable. I've told my boyfriend numerous times i want to move out of home that that might sort it but finances are holding me back. i don't know what to do to be happy.
Yes, Its not fair on my boyfriend getting the brunt of my bad form
Is there anything i can do before going to my doctor to see would that help me??