Hello from JustAnswer.
I am sorry that you are having so much difficulty with depression and anxiety.
What has been tried to help treat the depression and anxiety thus far?
I had asked for some additional information to give a more complete answer, but have not heard back.
Regarding whether you will ever get better, the vast majority of people with depression or anxiety will be able to get adequate control of symptoms with appropriate treatment. It certainly is true that no treatment will work in 100% of patients, so it may be necessary to try different treatment approaches or combination of treatments, but it is very rare that depression or anxiety cannot be adequately controlled with medicine.
I asked about what has already been tried, so that I could also comment upon the usual next steps. If that would be helpful, then you can respond with that information when you can.
Which tablets and what type of counseling has been tried?