Hi there, there's been progress with this girl since we last spoke,
I feel that she seems confused about her feelings for me - she does really like but I think she feels like she needs to find her feet first.
She said she wished she could have met me in a couple of years. Obviously shes 17 and im 23 - can see her point.
She has been abit quiet with me recently, but still saying things like im handsome and she misses me.
It's totally confusing me! I text her saying i feel like iam being messed around and i just want to no where i stand with her,
This is the message she sent me:
Haven't really played games tho have I lee, I've been uninterested since I said about this. Apart from one day where my head was confused. I haven't really spoken to you all week, apart from when you message me about my week.
You saw tom again, he knows nothing he hardly knew me when I was with him. I didn't even play games with him. I was with him I was very shy, then is don't feel it so ended it. Then we didn't speak afterwards.
Don't really understand what he meant by that then .
I know your not a kid lee and I'm not treating you like one if that's what your Thinking. I've been keeping my distance haven't you realised? No, you think I'm some sort of player or game women who like to play people around. When clearly I'm not.
You piss me off by saying things which aren't really true, your just like everyone else.
I'm not even intrested in anyone these day, coz everyone pisses me off so much.
I did actually love you lee, funnily enough I did. I really thiight you was the one, cheesy I know.
I'm not saying your a bad person at all, you treated me and spoke to me with respect, you treated me like I was a proper princess. I just wish I met you in 2 years time not now.
Lke I'm still finding my own feet, you've already found yours.
Also you having that car crash keep playing on my own, I worry about you driving again. Honestly do, you being in prison and shit creeps the f**k out of me.
I know it was a assitant and it didn't mean to happen. And I tried my hardest to get over it.
I realy do like you lee, but for me at the moment isn't the right time.
Your such a lovely kind gentleman, I cousins wished for anyone better lee, you need to understand this.
I find everything hard enkigh that I can't drive and that, I know we said it's not going to be the same for long, but I work such long hours and I'm always do tired. Just don't think it will change. I don't have find for my friends so how can I have time for a boyfriend?
Honestly lee, you perfect in every single way darling.
Ive actually gone all emotional.
I've tried to be distant with you but every time I do that with people I get this, everything you've just said.
Argh I djnt wanna loose you lee but I do think it's the right thing. Like I said your handsome, perfect and amazing in every way, don't anyone tell you different ️
We spoke on the phone afterwards and she seemed okay with me - but her ex boyfriend kept saying she likes guys attention and telling me not to be in love with her as he has the same situation.
I dont feel that is her to be honest, shes a really nice girl, like we've good dates and times, met my family and likewise...
Where should I go from here? She spoke about maybe meeting in the new year as shes very busy before xmas but im not sure,
Should I just leave it, be a friend and maybe something will happen in the furure?
Or just forget her...