Should I not contact her. I'm afraid she will forget me and carry on with her own life. Its been 3 months now, I do understand so much more about me and my behaviour, and how she has been suffering. She is going to her sisters again soon about 100 miles away. It will be her birthday while she's there, should I send flowers or just leave her be. I,m lost without her but I want us to have the best chance of reconciliation.
Being a past control freak still leaves me with the thought that if I do nothing she might think I don't care anymore. I don't sleep much and my life is on hold