I suppose just confused about why a person would want you for so long, and then discard you as soon as things were going great and you were happy.
I know the stories people say about being afraid of comitment and intimacy but I find that hard to understand, I thought it was just simply a case of if you like someone you enjoy that experience and feel happy about it.
I would really like to think he felt the same for me as I did for him, but can't help feeling like somehow I was really unimportant to him and he just wanted to have sex with me!!
you know..it's horrible to feel like that :(
And also, now he ices me out...cut me off social media...feels like such an act of discarding another person like trash.
So you think he sabotaged this intentionally? Fear based?