I am looking for help with anxiety, which has come from

Good afternoon. Thanks for your help.

I would prefer live chat please.

Just to give you some context to my situation:

I started smoking around March 2018, and I went to Australia. I smoked regularly, everyday for around a year. I then took a few months off but returned to day smoking in June 2019.In October 2019 I was feeling anxious. I’ve always felt somewhat anxious but always confident. I felt as though small things were getting on top of me and I would often feel overwhelmed by anxiety. I feel the physical affects of anxiety a lot. My chest aches and I immediately feel exhausted. I saw my doctor and was put on 40mg medication to help with anxiety. I also stopped smoking.After a few months, I felt somewhat better. I was smoking again after work in February 2020. Then lockdown happened. In mid-march I was told to work from home permanently. This was good, but it locked me away and my smoking took over as I had nothing else to do. I never smoked during work hours at this time.Daily smoking from Feb 2020 til June 2021, (I went on a month holiday to Croatia), that helped. I had menacing nightmares for the first week of sleeping sober, but I found that after a week or so, I was more energetic. I felt as though I didn’t want to smoke. It was a good feeling. I felt good. I arrived home late June 2021 and unfortunately being back in the environment, I smoked again. I smoked every evening and week-end from June 2021 until I was made redundant in November 2021. My work end date was February 28th, so I still had 4 months at the company. The morale was down as more or less everyone was made redundant. I smoked throughout the working day during these 4 months.I wanted to take a few weeks off and clear my head in March, but I was offered a job to start immediately after my end date. I accepted. It’s a great opportunity, and I still work remotely which I wanted (due to my anxiety now).I am also a full time law student at the open university. I don’t know how to deal with my stress without smoking. I wake up every single morning with severe anxiety. I’m often sick due to this. I don’t eat breakfast due to never having an appetite because I’m anxious. I hate this feeling.This is affecting my work, my studies, my relationship with my partner and friends. Weed is the only thing that I feel helps when I’m overwhelmed, but I feel weed is the very thing causing these feelings.I feel as though when I have no motivation or struggling to concentrate on work, I get anxious. When I think too much about the unknown, it makes me feel sick. I feel as though smoking makes me ultimately less motivated and less concentrated.

Hello. Thanks for this. I am struggling to find a doctor near me, that is why I am here. How do I get this medication?