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I have been married to my wife since 2012. We were very

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I have been married to my wife since 2012. We were very happy up until September 2017, when she went on a trip to visit family in Prague. While out there started to experience pain in her arms and legs. She self-diagnosed herself on the Internet as having Arachnoiditis, a rare degenerative condition of the spine which causes full body pain not treatable with painkillers, and eventually results in Paralysis. She has spent over £10,000 of her own savings on private medical consultations, MRI and CAT scans, all of which have shown no sign of any problems with her spine, but these have failed to re-assure her and she still believes she has the condition. She strongly believes she will end up in a wheelchair one day and has "given up" on her personal appearance, piling on over 20kg (3 stone) and stopping using makeup. She is in denial over her weight and goes out in her old size 12/14 clothes stretched over and barely covering her size 18 body - really embarrassing to look at. She repeatedly states that life is not worth living any more. She neglects her duties at home, instead spending 8+ hours a day on online "support groups" for people with arachnoiditis, where she is a top contributor.Whenever I encourage her to try and lose weight or at least buy clothes that fit her, she attacks me verbally and accuses me of being insensitive over her "illness".I have paid for counselling for her. Sometimes she refuses to go and on the occasions when she does go, she is not honest with the counselor and just repeatedly tells them that it is I that am the delusional one and she is fine (other than her spinal illness)I don't want to leave her if there's any other option, but I am not physically attracted to her and have built up a well of resentment over her stubbornness.Other than accepting the situation and setting aside my desire for a wife I am attracted to, is divorce the only option?
Submitted: 7 days ago.
Category: Relationship
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Expert:  Tori, Psychologist replied 6 days ago.

I would suggest that relationship counselling would be helpful for you both to discuss how this situation is affecting your relationship and your feelings for each other. Having a third person to help mentor the discussion is a helpful way of safely and honestly airing your position as well as helping both of you to understand each other's needs at the moment. Divorce is the last option, and is best only considered once all other options have been tried. As you mention, you feel you have already ruled out the relationship counselling as an option, however you might consider asking whether you could come along to one of her counselling sessions, to better understand what is going on for her at the moment. It is possible this has been triggered, consciously or unconsciously by her being back home and visiting family, and it is possible there are underlying events, traumas, or feelings that are unresolved for her, that she is coping with through this health condition. I would be very open to the possibility that for her there is likely more to this, and if that is the case, an open mind, suspension of judgement, and a lot of support is what is required until she works through this. It is good that she is going to counselling, and if this is of quality, she should gain the help she requires to work through the crisis she is in at the moment.

Alongside this, have you considered getting a similar type of support yourself. It is possible to attend relationship counselling alone, and this would help you to discuss your frustrations at the moment, and to perhaps find a different perspective on the situation and on what is going on for your wife. Love is unconditional, and reading over your initial question, I would consider whether you are perhaps putting superficial conditions on your love for her at the moment, and whether she is sensing or feeling this in a way that might actually be exacerbating the crisis she is going through at the moment. There is much research at the moment regarding the relationship between our physical health and our emotions, experiences, and memories, and how unresolved emotion or trauma can actually manifest as physical symptoms, if it is being repressed or ignored on the emotional level, so keeping an open mind about whatever is going on for your wife at the moment might prove beneficial in the long run.

 

Expert:  Tori, Psychologist replied 6 days ago.

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